GOD BLESS SEANZHA

UN

2010-03-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

Pas gue ngetik blog ini,gue lg ada di kelas biologi hAha ga merhatiin ini :p abisnya udah selesai hehe. Dan gue inget sesuatu.... UN(bukan Ujian Asal Ngelingkarin ya hahaaha) itu tinggal 7 hari lagi. Fuck yessss i'm exitttooo :D tp di satu sisi gue TAKUT aaaaaa help me :| ya Allah gue mau lulus dngan nilai memuaskan,tp ga cuma gue yang lulus,tp temen temen gue juga! Aamiieeeenn aamiieeeen. Amen to that! Btw,sekalian mau minta maaf jg karena pasti gue banyak salah,minta doanya jg ya folks semoga semua dberi kemudahan sampe semua lulus!!!
Sekarang gue mesti merhatiin pelajaran biologi(jajajajaja) i'm out,bye!! *hug*

new art lol,thank you sasa!

2010-02-15T05:32:00.000-08:00

josh golden - let me go

2010-01-27T17:17:00.000-08:00

What happened to the girl I used to know,
She was perfect no she was just a show,
Why couldn't anyone let me know?
You can't just take it back,
When you act like that,
It's just so hard,
To move on,
Yeah.

How can you stand there?
And act like you're so sorry,
When you know no apology can fix this.
My heart is breaking,
Oh god I feel so empty,
Yeah girl,
I am fading away.
And the hardest part is,
I still love you through the sorrow,
Baby, just let me go.

Well wonder where you're at right now,
Probably with another right now,
Telling him how you love his eyes,
Well I remember when you loved mine.
Just in, the race, we run, the chase,
Now you've won and you're done with me,
Making it so hard to move on,
Yeah.

'cause I can't stop falling for you,
My heart is breaking and I just want to talk to you,
Please stop holding me,
'cause I can't take breath in me,
And oh how can you stand there,
And act like you're so sorry,
When you know no apology can fix this,
My heart is breaking,
Oh god I feel so empty,
Yeah girl,
I am fading away.
How can you stand there,
And act like you're so sorry,
When you know no apology can fix this.
My heart is breaking,
Oh god I feel so empty,
Yeah girl,
I am fading away.
The hardest part is I'll still love you through this sorrow,
Baby just let me go,
Just let me go,
Just let me go

you.blaaaaah(galau)

2010-01-13T23:39:00.000-08:00

oke gua ga tau mau gimana dan cerita ke siapa,gua ga enak ganggu temen2 gue mereka mungkin pada sibuk gua takut ganggu,jadi cuma blog ini satu2nya tempat gua ngluarin semuanya wehehe

gua tau gitu lo sama gua tuh cuma sebentar,ya sebentar.SEBENTAR.cuma 1 BULAN
tapi ya gua ga tau selama 1 bulan itu gua uah ngerasa nyaman sama lo,udah sayang banget gua sama lo,ga ada yang laen meskipun lo ogah2an kadang2. gua inget kita selalu telfon2an sampe malem yang cuma ngomongin apa lah lumba2,nama anak hahahahah terus berantem tiba gara2 gua maenan handphone aja hehehe,gua inget yang harus ke rumah lo buat bikinin lo peta tugas sejarah -__- hahaha.ya,gua kangen. gua kangen semua masa itu,gua kangen yang lo perintah2in gua nyuruh2 yang konyol2,gua kangen yang lo nyuruh gua nyanyi lagunya meteor garden di teras rumah lo sebelum diijinin masuk HAHAHAHAHAHA. iya gua kangen lo :( emang gua ga bisa apa2,apa sih yang gua bisa?tapi gua sayang sama lo..seumur2 gua ga pernah ngetik segalau2 gini :(

gua inget tiba2 di chat lo minta putus dengan alesan katanya gua ga ngertiin lo,cuma karena siangnya gua marah karena chatnya dbales lama?maaf :( kalau tau bakal begini gua siang ga akan marah,ini semua salah gua :'(
gua ga peduli semua omongan buruk tentang lo yang orang2 bilang. gua ga peduli semua orang ngatain perilaku lo,fisik atau apalah.engga!gua ga dengerin mereka. gua tetep sayang sama lo :'(

gua inget gua sampe rela dijadiin pacar simpenan sama lo ini nih ya karena guanya ga mau pisah sama lo :'( tapi tetep semuanya sama aja kaya pas pertama.gua cuma mau lo,ya lo!siapa lagi,cuma lo! plis balik lagi ke gua, gua mohon. :'(
jujur,setiap hari gua inget lo,demi Allah :( mungkin gua tuh cowo tergoblok sedunia,udah tau lonya ga mungkin balik ke gua,tapi gua masih nunggu.kalau bisa dibilang mah trauma gitu,kalau ada yang cantik atau gimana jujur gua ga bisa langsung suka,gue pasti keinget lo.
hampir setiap hari tengah malem gua doa minta lo balik lagi,bahkan nangis,gua paling malu sebenernya nagis2in gini tapi ya mau gimana lagi gua cuma mau lo :(
sampai saat ini gua nge post blog inio pun gua masih ngarep sama lo
plis balik lagi ke gua,gua mohon :(

http://www.getgrossedout.com/

2010-01-11T23:56:00.001-08:00

pertamanya gua liat di facebook ada yang pake gini2 jadi gue coba aja ikutan hahahaha
dari foto pertama

malah jadinya

eng ing eeeeng

OMEGLE

2009-12-04T00:14:00.000-08:00

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hello

You: hola

You: :)

Stranger: hello

Stranger: how are you?

Stranger: 29 m india

Stranger: you may disconnect if you want to

Stranger: ?

You: good.you? ah I see.. 23 f texas(ANJING APAAN NIH NGAKU FEMALE)

You: nooo its ok

Stranger: working or studying

Stranger: ?

You: working,and you?

Stranger: same

Stranger: working

Stranger: as?

You: oh good. local singer. you? what is your name?(wakakakakakakakak!!!!)

Stranger: engineer

Stranger: will mention name later

You: ok then

You: what's up?

Stranger: written any songs

Stranger: ?

You: yeah. it called "rainbow and mermaid"

Stranger: ok

Stranger: share few words of your song

You: "and I'll swim the ocean like a mermaid..whoa just for you,yeah you my rainbow"(INI TOLOL BGT)

Stranger: picked a nice line to share

Stranger: :)

You: :)

Stranger: will b back in 2 mins

Stranger: ok?

You: ok! :)

You: jangan lama lama ya kenti busuk :)

Stranger: back

Stranger: what does it mean

You: working. sorry that is my own language. it means "you're the most kind and handsome man,ever"

Stranger: thankyou

Stranger: but you have not seen me

Stranger: which language

You: youre welcome do you know what "kenti busuk" is?

Stranger: no

You: "kenti busuk" is handsome and kind. thats you

You: you are kenti busuk :)

Stranger: thankyou again

Stranger: n ur beautiful too

Stranger: so how come online so late

You: yeah I cant sleep.and you kenti busuk. oh what a tai you are! :) "tai" is kind/nice

Stranger: which language is this

Stranger: have not heared before

You: really? :o

You: you are tai :)

You: tai busuk :)

Stranger: you seem to nice

Stranger: too

You: thank you :)

You: be right back in 5 minutes

Stranger: ok

You: goblok. "goblok" is wait

Stranger: ok

maaf ya pak india-he hahahahah :p

2009-11-28T01:39:00.000-08:00

yo!wazzup?(ew) gue ga tau mau nulis apa.stelah sekian lamablog ini ngbanggke lol
I just wanna tell...kl gue punya banyak sekali orang2 baik,cool di hidup gue. you know what?hidup pasti bakal jadi AWESOME ABIS kl kita punya orang2 yang baik ke kita :D ini nih orang2 yang baik,rame,cool di idup gue.

YOU GUYS RULE!!!

call 'em "Green Blind"

2009-11-03T01:09:00.000-08:00

siang2 gua ga tau lagi apa yg pasti gua lg males2an hha,dstu bb gua bunyi ada notif dari facebook,gua buka ternyata temen gua Remon,nge tag video.karena ga bs buka di bb ya gue diemin aja dulu.besoknya gua ketemu Remon di kantin..terjadilah percakapan:
Remon:"Sean,liat video yang gua tag dong"
Gua:"video apa mon?"
Remon:"video GBC" (Green Blind Community)
Gua:"ah iya tar gua liat!"

GBC itu adalah geng main gua dari SMP sampe awal SMA,gua selalu bersyukur dan seneng dan bangga bs 1 geng sama mereka,kita semua bukan geng yang parah2 yang keras2an,GA!kita semua cm temen main temen seperjuangan!tp hubungan gua sama mereka udah ga kaya dulu.jangan tanya kenapa.

pulang sekolah akhirnya langsung gua nyalain PC dan liat videonya..
ternyata itu video GBC pas 2 stengah tahun yang lalu pas di rumah Irul kita semua nginep dan bakar2an ikan..
GBC itu terdiri dari..
Luki,Rian,Riki,Mie,Rio,Rio H,Gusti,Fikry,Irul,Babol,Diden,Agung,Idham,dan Gua.
jujur gua keinget masa2 dulu. apalagi ada tulisan

"rasanya ,, greenblind itu 15. kenapa sekarang tinggal 13? ada apa? dimana (hati) mereka sekarang??"

gua diem aja,gua inget masa2 main sama mereka karena gua ga main sama mereka lagi..
besoknya gua mssge Remon di Facebook.

Gua: "Gua kangen gbc kaya dlu,kaya masa2 smp.gua mau bgt ngomong tp takut kaya kelas 2 keulang lg hhe, gua kangen gbc.demi. "

Remon: "Gue juga,, gue pengen kalian (lo, n gusti) bareng" lagi sama kita, berjaya bikin sirik semua orang, kia dulu,, tapi kalo cuma gue ga bisa ngerubah apa" =("
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa mon ayo buat kaya dlu yu:((

Gua: "Aaaaaaaaaaaaa mon ayo buat kaya dlu yu:(( "

Remon: "Ayoooo! =D"

Gua: "but how?"

ga dbales lg..gua kangen GBC yg seru2an kaya dlu.sekarang masih main sih,ya cuma asa gmana gt, :) tp ttp kangen gua masa2 dulu,gua mau ngdeketin diri gua ke mereka lagi

awesome saturday

2009-11-01T19:54:00.000-08:00

hari ini gua ada rencana sama mika.mega,and audi.(man,the best) sayangnya diar ga bs ikut :( pertama kita semua makan di KFC,god bless KFC lol

then blablabla kita semua kerumah mika untuk rest sebentar,dsana gua nyoba foto pake efek2 pake kamera audi(I'll upload the picts later lol) dan kita semua ke acara utama yaitu pensi smanda,yg gue tau starnya dsana ada Danger Ranger,C.U.T.S,Efek Rumah Kaca,Turboblip.etc

jujur,gue ga tau Danger Ranger and C.U.T.S lol gua norak sih ahahahaha,yaudah gua tonton aja.dsana ketemu sama si itu WEHEEHEHEHEHEEHH,dia minta maju ke depan buat nnton turboblip yaudah gua temenin :p after that,thank God we got the backstage pass lol dsana ada siapa itu yg turboblip lupa gua namanya hhe,nanya2 ttg chiptune gt minta belajar.next C.U.T.S,wohooo theyre good! lalu ini dia Danger Ranger,kata temen gua bagus yaudah gua tunggu dan iya itu bener, "party on" kan kalo ga salah judulnya hahaha iya enak sih :D pas Efek Rumah Kaca gua malah foto2 haahahahaah norak amat tp biarin kapan lagi :D and yay I got my own pict with danger ranger and vocalisnya C.U.T.S tp gua ga tau namanya siapa lol

finally I'm home! what a great day :D thank God

this song is trashy but this song always makes me cry

2009-10-31T01:52:00.000-07:00

Miley Cyrus - GOODBYE

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
A memory I want to forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and than
Put it down
'cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
A memory I want to forget

(I WISH!!!!)Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked 'till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one that you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye

Saying goodbye
Oh, Goodbye

today

2009-10-31T00:39:00.000-07:00

WOHOOOOOO MY FIRST BLOG :D
gua ga tau mau nulis apa lol,jadi gua cerita aja ttg hari ini,
hmmm gda yg wah2 jg sih hari ini lol. AH OYEAH! wahahaa apaan pake huruf gede semua,hari ini gua psiko test ya apapun itulah kalo salah spellnya jg gpp hhe, soalnya parah2 ya sekitar 7 jam-an lah di testnya itu(sigh) ada yang tentang balok2 gt(damn,I hate that) trus apalah itu cock abis -___________- after that gua harusnya les bimbel hgari ini but,lo tau capenya tes sial itu kaya apa,jadi kalo gua dateng ya sama aja bunuh diri hahahahaha, yaudah here I am,nyantai gleporan hahaah.sorry klo blog ini boring abis(emang sih) abisnya ini blog pertama gua,jadi bingung lol. ok,gotta go,bye :D